gothsloth

is it ignorant and wrong to blatantly not care how you are perceived? I DONT CARE. I AM IGNORANT. AND WRONG. BLATANTLY.

today i bought a bunch of korean beauty products, puhretty exciited.

today i also went to the beach, and sat alone in my car, next to a bunch of other single people sitting at the beach, alone, in their cars.

today i cleaned my bong. and realized that i have really bad bong maintenance habits.

<3

i wanna snag a marina guy
to buy me a little dog
that i can walk around with, in my lululemon yoga pants
after i go work out
at crunch

then we would go play flag football with our couple friends
and joke about how crazy and youthful and rich we all are.

at night
we will go to the mission bars,
and stare at all the brown dirty people
and be pleased, that we can still appreciate
the little things.



see..there is our boat. yah, the white one..with the blue and yellow.

mariah carey concert!!

let's goooo


please :]?

i like this song, and have, for like two years

blogging is kinda ridiculous and self-serving. disgusted that i invested time in this. bored with everything. i want to be good at something!

i wanna overhaul my internets.

untag old pics on fb
change some sns
even e-mails
start over

can u still do that these days? start over on-line?

probs not, it is way too ingrained.

i got fired today.

i wanna start from scratch, do a job that makes me feel useful and appreciated.

or not find a job, and force myself to do things that are useful.

i am kinda happy?

never have i ever gotten fired before, until today

blahblahblahblah

dnt know what to do with myself, don't care!

this is a relfective blog

i think my new year's kiss reflects perfectly how 2010 will play out for me:

german
messy
tall
empowering
underwhelming

and yes, i am very sweet..some may even say innocent

looking forward to the third decade of my life, only getting better with age <33

and u kno this


BAAALLLLIIIINNNNN'