my bf is touching and caressing my left breast it fheeelsss sooekoo g0ododdeekdddddddddd

my bf is touching and caressing my left breast it fheeelsss sooekoo g0ododdeekdddddddddd

c&p into the address bar..u won't regret this dirty image ;)

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my daughter Tilly Rasterbated by Daddy

gothsloth

is it ignorant and wrong to blatantly not care how you are perceived? I DONT CARE. I AM IGNORANT. AND WRONG. BLATANTLY.

today i bought a bunch of korean beauty products, puhretty exciited.

today i also went to the beach, and sat alone in my car, next to a bunch of other single people sitting at the beach, alone, in their cars.

today i cleaned my bong. and realized that i have really bad bong maintenance habits.

<3

i wanna snag a marina guy
to buy me a little dog
that i can walk around with, in my lululemon yoga pants
after i go work out
at crunch

then we would go play flag football with our couple friends
and joke about how crazy and youthful and rich we all are.

at night
we will go to the mission bars,
and stare at all the brown dirty people
and be pleased, that we can still appreciate
the little things.



see..there is our boat. yah, the white one..with the blue and yellow.

mariah carey concert!!

let's goooo


please :]?

i like this song, and have, for like two years

blogging is kinda ridiculous and self-serving. disgusted that i invested time in this. bored with everything. i want to be good at something!

i wanna overhaul my internets.

untag old pics on fb
change some sns
even e-mails
start over

can u still do that these days? start over on-line?

probs not, it is way too ingrained.

i got fired today.

i wanna start from scratch, do a job that makes me feel useful and appreciated.

or not find a job, and force myself to do things that are useful.

i am kinda happy?

never have i ever gotten fired before, until today

blahblahblahblah

dnt know what to do with myself, don't care!

this is a relfective blog

i think my new year's kiss reflects perfectly how 2010 will play out for me:

german
messy
tall
empowering
underwhelming

and yes, i am very sweet..some may even say innocent

looking forward to the third decade of my life, only getting better with age <33

and u kno this


BAAALLLLIIIINNNNN'

curb, irl

today i was walking down haight. a man stopped and was looking at me. i looked back, challenging his stare. he opened his mouth and said..

"smile."


my eyes rolled.

ladies,

you will never be able to get your virginity back, BUT you can buy a really nice pair of underwear and "save it" for the "right" guy.

so this is the neeeew yeeeaaarrrrrr, kinda

it's xmas, and all i can think about is putting together my new years resolutions!!

i have a running list, here are a few i can remember at the moment

don't crack my knuckles in public..it's kind of unattractive, and gross.

stop smoking ciggies all togeths..it's also kind of unattractive, and gross.

treat myself to nice long manicured acrylics every week and a half, and a pedi every month..just bc i luv em.

never ever ever ever go to bed with makeup on..no matter HOW drunk!

stop pulling my eyelid when i apply liquid eyeliner

never text someone else while in mid-conversation, it is tacky and rude and classless.

basically just not to look at my phone when i am hanging out with friends. you should give your attention to the people you are with, srsly we arn't 13 anymore..it isn't cool to be pre-occupied with your phone 24/7.

last one, and this one is important:

stop getting SO defensive in arguments with people. remain calm, even if they get defensive. no one ever listens to a person who is red in the face.

fb chats with the ultimate ID..iot.

i need a nose job
I need a fat job
I could be hot
if I just like
was
but I'm not
god will u fucking stop intruding on my self loathing sesh
u know u think u are hot

i want privacy!i want to start being secretive! why do i have to tell everyone EVERYTHING..i don't get my openness.

maybs the last small blog entries could have been better fitted for tweeting, but i hate to twat and probs will never get into it.